Oh my, its the 21st of july.... my how time flies. Just with a blink of an eye, and i'm gonna leave my house once again. And well, i might not be coming back for a while after that.
Anyway, that's not important. what's more important is that.. oh i don't even know how to say this. To you young people out there, you might think that finally being a grown up is WONDERFUL!! FREEDOM! well, infact, its not. All those wonderful things that you were thought whn u were young, you know, to dream hard and your dreams will come true, just believe in yourself cause everyone's speacial. you know, stuff like that. Well whn you finally grow up and step into the real world, you'll fianlly realise that growing up isn't all about fun n games, it isn't about dreams and hope... no its nothing like that at all. infact, if you were told that how the real world was like, you would never want to grow up.
And me, finally turning 20.. leaving my teen age years, i don feel old, i just feel that, well more and more suffering is coming my way. 20... feels lk a whole new life is about to start. Facing it its hard, but what else can you do? one more week till i get there, i really hope that that day never comes... oh who am i kidding? i just don wanna face the real world so fast. What happened to the times where your parents were there to back you up for everything. They were there whenever u need thm. they were there whn u need a hug, or just an ear.
20.. big change. I can feel it, its coming.. and i'm almost there. Good luck Regi!!! Go out there and get what you want! (if i can)
