Birthday~

At least i got things cleared (not really) with him... well finally my birthday came n... well wat to expect.. being so lonely out here in aus. Where all the people who u love are so far away from u.. 

So. woke up kinda... early.. cause was thinking of going shopping at first.. but thn.. haiz.. i'm so BROKE!! so ended up just watching "hei she hui mei mei" all day... Happy to say that alot of my friends wished my happy birthday through sms, msn n facebook.. which was something that at least lift my mood up. I still remember me counting down... seeing who would be the first one to wish me... n "ding dong ding dong" KYLYN!!!!!!! the first one to wish ms happy birthday through sms!! COOL.. thn came him.. who played around.. n some other friends as well.... 

Qh wished me a very early birthday as she had a test on my birthday.. hope she does well... n as for wq.. congratulations!! the very first time she forgotten about time n wished my happy bithday 2 hours later (which is 4 hours later aussie time).... aaaaa... yes.... how fun was it to punish her n asking her to buy me a cake from pet society.. LOL

And thanks nic for the lovely dinner... at the thai restaurant.. i don think he ows me any more money after last nites dinner though.. oh well.. n thanks for the cake as well!! lovely cheese cake.. hmmm.... with doh wei n alex helping me sing the birthday song... anyway.. nice cheese cake... (man i fell hungry) 

So now.. i got nai nai's card.. with a "sweat" letter.... speachless just to read it.. but thanks... n to Marry n Lorna.. thanks for the gift card.. now to find my way to the shop n spend it! YOHOOO!!! so... whn is my handbag gonna arrive mommy??!! haiz.. 

oh ya.... n my dad.. sms me one day later.. which was this morning to wish me a happy birthday..or was it.. oh ya.. 12am in the morning... great! anyway.. thankss... 

A simple birthday... haiz.. now i wish i was home... T.T

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!! 

Does it REALLY matter?!

Great.. just found out he cahnge his status to LIKING SOMEONE GIRL HE USED TO PLAY AROUND IN FB!!!!!!!!!!!! 

so.. is this something he has done to shut the girl up??!!!!!!! or is he really falling into that girl?! GIVE ME AN ANS RIGHT NOW!!!!! I WANT AN ANS NOW!!!!!!! Y PUT UR STUPID RELATIONSHIP WITH HER? WAT'S WRONG OF PUTTING A  REALATION SHIP WITH ME THN? I DON CHAGNE CAUSE I KNOW U WANNA FLIRT AROUND.. BUT U PUTTING OTHER PEOPLE'S NAME INSTEAD OF MINE!? N NOT TELLING ME?! WAT M I?! U'RE MAID?! 

i feel lk.. crying... n hitting him.. n... I DONNO!!!!!!! IDIOT! 

Early Present..

one more week... just one more week n.. haiz.. OLD D LA!!!!!!!!!!! T.T finally.. reaching the age tat i never thought it would come so FAST!!! 

next week... 7 more days.. n i'm 19... feel so OLD!!!!! but yet again.. everyone will grow old... n which means.. a few more years left for me to reach my goal.. 

Not expecting anything speacial this year... as.. 19 is not a nice age to celebrate someone's birthday at all! I dono.. people say its "pantang" or bad luck to have a big party, n.. haiz.. me here in aus... of cause i don really expect much. 

Anyway.. i got my early present from him.. yeah... SO CUTE!!!!!!!!! n LOVE IT! one thing.. only its quite.. well.. kinda lose for me to wear... but its the nicest thing i've got this year! LOVE HIM!! seems to him he knows wat i lk.. or maybe my taste kinda sucks? hmm... 

THANK YOU SO MUCH! XOXO~ <3>

THANK YOU AGAIN! XOXO~

If-from Nai Nai~

If

If I had a palne,
I would fly to Taiwan and meet you,
but do i have a plane.....NO,
so, I can't even visit you.


If i was an angle,
I would protect you every second of the day,
but am I an angle....NO,
so what i can do know is only pray.


If my hometown had volcanoes that burst into flames,
I would forget you since I am dead,
but do we have volcanoes here.....NO,
so I have to think of you every single day.


If one day the world had come to an end,
will you be in love with me?
May be yes, may be no but i'll love forever,
so you'll never ever ever go.


If you loved me,
I'll be your only lover in this world,
but will you love me.......NO,
so I won't be your lover at all!


And if this "if"s were to come true,
I believe that we will be together ,
And be the best couple forever.
If....... if........

JEAN

Oh well... found this in one of the "sub"blogs i used to have..No means of stealing it. Anyway.. i deleted this blog since nai nai had her own one.. and this blog only had two post in it.... Free feel to take it back nai nai!!!!! XD

Harry potter new movie ^^

Harry Potter and the half blood prince premired yesterday, and i went n watch it today! YEAH!

So, me n nic (xiao 747 us) set out at 11.30am 0.0""" yeah.. i slept at 4am.. n i woke up at 9.30.. actually 9am.. don ask y.. i just woke up... n wow... head was thinking of only one think... "TOM FELTON!!!!!!!!!!" come on.. he's HOT! amongall the other guys in the show of cause... 

so.. we set out.. n of cause.. i pulled him to go shopping first! cause the movie starts at 3pm... so.. went to dfo... n WOW!!! yeah all the clothes were on sale... n after 50% discount.. guess wat.. it still cost 40AUD!!!! n above!!!!!!! n the ones that i hate.. well its on sale alright.. 19.50aud.. = ="" guess my taste is kinda HIGH CLASS after all... LOL

so.. since dfo was SO expensive.. we headed back to Melburne Central.. n YAHOO!!!!!! one shop which sells almost every clothe at 50% off... so cool! went in.. n spent 30aud just lk that.. of cause i charge that to my debit card. Other wise my dad would nag me again! 

We walk.. n walk.. n YEAH!!!!!!! 3pm!!!!!!!!!!!! so we went into the cinema hall... n wow! my my.. was it bigger thn the hall we use to watch transformers... COOL!! 

Comments about HP? :

->The book's way much more better thn the show... of cause.. with so many cuts in the show... But wat to do.. u can't flim such a thick book in 2.30 hours time can ya? 

-> Speacial effects n sound effects.. BRILLIANT! love it!

->Tom felton... such a hottie.. n best part.. he almost appears every 5 min of the show!! He really got to act to much more compared to the last show! HOTTIE HOT HOT!

->Sad ending.. DAMN SAD! to see dumbledore die.. n everyone gathering around.. crying... holding their wands up to sellout him for his courage n death... The best Principle of any School.

->Romance... not that good.. Gossip GIrl romance is way much better thn this.. looks lk... kids romance.. can't believe the characters are all 16 yrs old.. = =

-> N for professor Snape.. well... just say i can't wait for the last show!!! To see him sacrificed n all.. WOOO!!

For now.. i'm just hoppig the last show would bring everyone into tears... n to see tom felton playing the baddie for one last round... 

Harry potter

Draco Malfoy(YOO MAN)

Ron Wesley(quite funny in the show)

Harry and Dumbledore 

Draco and Snape

Hermoine with Slughorn(new potion professor) 

BTW, these photos aren't min. Took these pictures from the net.. kinda interesting just seeingthese photos huh? LOL...  

Lonesome~ <3

Everyone feels lonely~ having no close friends around them.. Since i came here.. my objective was to just pass uni.. n get back home.. is not that life her is boring.. i mean.. i have friends and all. I go out.. shopping, watch movies and have fun. But it still doesn't feel quite right. 

Friends : Are just people, who i spend time with. To let my time pass by. So i know.. my days of reaching home, is coming closer each n everyday. So tat i don't feel that i'm stuck in a corner, not being able to do anything.

Close friends: Backbone. Heart. And the life in me. I know, that a close friend, will not share their problems... cause they know if they do so... the other will not feel good as well.. is till only the problem becomes so big till they themselves can't even handle it.. thn only they'll come to u.. n speak to u... 

They care about how u feel first before themselves. They don just come running to u.. complaining every single problem they have. May sound strange but.. that is true.. Keep everything to themselves... to make sure that they don't bring u their troubles.. Although i hate this but, is what all true friends do.. to be by your side.. n make sure that u r happy.. all the time.... that y i love u.. to see u being able to do that.. keep everything.. make sure that i don't feel the bad things of u.. n only ur joy... i miss u T.T

N honestly.. i have no idea how strong m i... i go out.. wearing a mask every single day.. come home.. go to bed.. n just dream of u... 

SERIOUSLY! who could u dream of someone for 3 nights in a row?! Stay strong... how strong?! maybe that's the real reason y the stone exits in my heart.. or is there something else? LONESOME~