i put my heart into him since the day he told me he liked me.. since the day he told me to be strong... since the day he told me to wait... should i?? go on waiting.. or just give up???
does he even care about what i think right now? does he even know how i feel right now? being just friends.. when he doesn't even talks to me.. being just friends.. when he doesn't even ask me how i really feel... being just friends.. whn i can't say how i feel... what i feel... are we really still friends?
u made the deicsion of bringing us together. n now.. u say u have no time in this n just throw me aside.. what ever i do i think of u.. n u treat me like this... throwing me aside.. cause i just feel jealous of one girl.. cuase u are so busy that u don want to even look at me... cause....
i still love u.. deeply inside.. but because of us business.. because of ur dream.. i can't say a word to u.. of how i feel right now.. because of u.. i tired making myself doing stuff... running up n down... just to forget that u r there.. but no matter what i do.. u are still in my mind.. floating around... no matter what songs i listen to.. what places i go to.. what things i read... what movies i watch... u must be in there. floating, dancing, playing around...
i feel so stupid.... of even accepting u in the first place.. now.. all i feel is that u treat me as those garbage girls! u throw me aside... cause i can't help u! u... U DON EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!!! AND WORST!! U DON EVEN BOTHER COMFORTING ME!!! DON BOTHER TRYING TO GIVES WAYS TO FORGET U! NO... U STILL POP UP.. CHAT WITH ME.. TELLINGME UR PROBLEMS.. N WHN EVERYTHINGS SOLVED U JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! WHAT DO U THINK I M??!!!
U NEVER FELT HOW I FELT! N U SAY THA I NEVER KNOW HOW U FEEL!!!
2 more days... just 2 more days till i make my decision.... if u feel this.. tell me... should i go on waiting for u... i'm giving u two more days... and that's it.. i m making my next move.. i don wanna go on like this forever... i m killing myself everytime i stare at the mirror.. walking alone to class.. i m sick... very sick... n in 2 days if u make the next move i will... just 2 days for u... feel it.. or that's it.... if god wants us to be together.. god would have sent this msg to ur heart..
remember.. just 2 more days..... 31st august.. till the truth reveals...
